it might just all be a facade

Thursday, October 25, 2007;

♥ 10/25/2007 05:10:00 AM

I woke up, it was seven
I waited til eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call>>

Hello to you, the living creature over at the other side of the screen. : ]
Anyways, i din pon school okayy.
I wasnt feeling well since last night. Okay, but knowing me. Esp in fmss, even if im not feeling well, i'll just go ahead to school. Well, thats basically because i love my school. My class, my friends, my loves, my teachers, the redcross room, and even the lessons! They are made school so fun and interesting and worthwhile, that it'd be my loss if i ever skipped a day of school. Haha. (:
Okay, back to now. So i din go school today. Mm, lets see the 'not feeling well' part is just a reason to make it a valid reason. I guess, its more of the fact that nothing in jj makes going school worthwhile. Yeah, maybe just my schoolmates, classmates, and friends.
Plus, there isnt exactly in school that makes going sch fun. No dearest eyecandy in jj, no consultant in there, no bestie in school. =l In short, going school just doesnt seems interesting and fun anymore. There's nth to look forward to alr.
Okay, i take back those words. There is, smth to look forward to. (:
The end-of-school bell.

Anyways, anyways. 5 more days to A lvl! :D
Not that im looking forward to the chinese paper, im just looking forward to the date itself. (: Cos most of the j2s will be starting their paper on that day too, right? Then, then. I'll have the chance (or even, excuse) to msg tt dear eyecandy of mine.
Dang, i should have went back pj earlier, when the j2s haven had their study break. =l Cos at that time, there are more reasons for me to return to pj campus. Now, there are still reasons of cos, like my dearest s25 classmates and my og mate and the apple lattice at the cafe and the bottled peach tea at the canteen and the noodle stall at the canteen and the etc. But the j2s are gone leh. ):

Alrights, anyways. Day at home was quite fulfilling. :D
I woke up at 830am. Started on the show 'the Magicians of Love'. Now im on disc 13 alr! : ]
Went for lunch at around 1pm. I saw my beloved P6 form teacher, Ms Ng Siew Cheng! <3> Oh gracious. But she's simply too far away. But it's still so nice and heartwarming to see an old teacher. :D Okay, she isnt old la. Just that, she's my old teacher, not literal meaning. (:
Then i slept from 3, all the way til it's close to 7. =l

Okay, ~~damn~~. There's school tmr. ] :

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.